Archive for April, 2008

i SO want this

April 26, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged , , , , , , ,

this is my first whislist online (wel… more like wish item)… i know this may sound wierd.. but i wish i could have Nokia N-gage QD
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i know some may say that my phone is much much more better (i know it is… 3g n all) but it hits me tonite that.. dude… i want this…n yes some may say… dude, among all the new models u chose the 1970s???… so what… i have weird taste (what can you say… i LIKE Proton Juara… live with it)…

 

The Good:

  1. Technology: The Nokia N-Gage QD works with worldwide frequencies of the GSM standard , a convenient feature for overseas travelers. (Roaming fees from your home carrier generally apply) (score: 7/7)
  2. Stand-by Time: A stand-by time of 240 hours. It is good enough! (score: 16/20)
  3. Speakerphone: It has a speakerphone, which can prove useful in a car or in other situations. (score: 10/10)
  4. Wireless Data System: Bluetooth-enabled, which is an interesting plus. Bluetooth is not really necessary but may be handy if you want to use a wireless headset or transfer data to or from your (Bluetooth-enabled) laptop, for instance. (score: 7/7)

The Not-So-Good:

  1. Weight: 5 of the Nokia N-Gage QD is a lot of weight. Whether you carry it in your pants pocket or a purse, you could find it heavy. (score: 0/20)
  2. Talk Time: 180 minutes of talk time. This is just basic. (score: 8/20)
  3. Phone Book: It can only store phone book entries. If you have many business contact or friends, this may not be enough for you.
rebut on not-so-good… whatever the weight of the phone is, i weight more than that…(as long as the phone dont match my weight than its ok).. talk time???… my phone only rings once every week n i talk for about 2-5 minutes per turn…. do the maths.. limited phone book entry???… rite now i only have 98 phone book entry in my phon… dont think it would cause any trubble…
why i want it?… umm.. cuz i dont feel comfortable using someone else’s phone (my k610i used to be my sis’s phone… trade her for my L6.. no offense)…besides.. ive never use a Nokia b4… (only Motorola n Sony Ericson) its time for a change… im not really looking at its gaming capability… i rarely play games on the phone… im more into the physical attributes… dud, im diggin the shape… 
if anyone has the estimated price for Nokia N-gage QD in Malaysia can u lemme know?… thinking of getting it soon… want the ori set not AP….. save up save up save up…. do u think phones is cheaper in Indonesia?…
Kak survey leh??… puhleeeezeee!!!!….
k.. thats about it for now… ill continue babling later…
L8R

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the good and the bad

April 25, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged

Photobucketthe goods:

  1.  i finally have many people who supports me to continue in my arts skills
  2. i think im getting the hang of colouring using adobe photoshop 7
  3. my health is great
  4. only 4 final papers left (trying to be positive)
  5. only a few more week to go back home
  6. cant wait to go to bandung n meet kakak (adi also if he’s tagging along)
  7. hoping to have a shopping spree there
  8. loving my new piece of clothe even if its from reject shop (used to be calvin klien)
  9. people are saying that my hair looks a bit stylish (i hope its not sarcasm)
  10. im using a new hairspray… it kinda rocks… long hold… n not so hard
the bads:
  1. still not good when it comes to coloring fur
  2. tone blind
  3. friends’ friendship in trouble
  4. the exams to come are all book subjects… (time for theories)
  5. really sad cuz friends are fighting….
  6. Ethos! meeting this Sunday
  7. Literature paper this monday
  8. still hasnt figured out what date will i be going home
  9. wondering how ill fit my PC (including printer), TV n all my bags in to the car boot
  10. im using a new hair spray… its not really pleasing when u wanna get it off

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Michael Jackson – Beat it

April 25, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized

They told him don’t you ever come around here 
Don’t wanna see your face, you better disappear 
The fire’s in their eyes and their words are really clear 
So beat it, just beat it 

You better run, you better do what you can 
Don’t wanna see no blood, don’t be a macho man 
You wanna be tough, better do what you can 
So beat it, but you wanna be bad 

Just beat it, beat it, beat it, beat it 
No one wants to be defeated 
Showin’ how funky and strong is your fight 
It doesn’t matter who’s wrong or right 
Just beat it, beat it 
Just beat it, beat it 
Just beat it, beat it 
Just beat it, beat it 

They’re out to get you, better leave while you can 
Don’t wanna be a boy, you wanna be a man 
You wanna stay alive, better do what you can 
So beat it, just beat it 

You have to show them that you’re really not scared 
You’re playin’ with your life, this ain’t no truth or dare 
They’ll kick you, then they beat you, 
Then they’ll tell you it’s fair 
So beat it, but you wanna be bad 

Just beat it, beat it, beat it, beat it 
No one wants to be defeated 
Showin’ how funky and strong is your fight 
It doesn’t matter who’s wrong or right 

 

 

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lovin this song…

lovin the MJ version better than FOB…

enjoy 

L8R

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SUpport me puhleeze….

April 24, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized

hey… look at my links… ‘ve new link (:+:myDEVIANTART:+:) its actually a link to my deviant art account…i took my friend’s advice (ty tatie) to appreciate what i have… well i have a lil bit of skills…. so i wanna expand it even if im not in AD… so, ive made DA account whr i can share my arts… hoping to get more experience in arts…. what dya say?… wise move?….

anyway… cant do this with no support… im usually the kind that active at the beginning… half way to the third quarter, id be lacking off.. thats y i need u support…

support me puhleeze…

L8R

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myWIERDtaste…

April 23, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized

ive peeked into a few of my buds playlists… God!! aint that different!!!…majority of my songs are not in their playlist n so little of theirs are in mine… its amazing how 9.85GB of MP3s that ive colllected still have some songs i left…
So, i conclude that my wierd taste in music is loco…. diff… whateveer u call it… lemme list down some songs that is not in majority of playlist among my buds:

  1. Sean Paul- the Dutty Rock and the Trinity album (seriously… i think im the only one listening to him)
  2. Era- Ameno (ever heard of it?… tot so)
  3. KimKay- Lilali 
  4. Kumbia Kings – La cucaracha (its a classic)
  5. the japanese song in Tokyo drift..(the saad saad 1…)
  6. Asereje (the ketchup song.. still remember?)
  7. bare necessities & i wanna be like u – the jungle books
  8. beethoven moonlight sonata
  9. Amr Diab – Nur El Ain
  10. Yu Chae Yong – Emotion
  11. Tech n9ne – riot maker
  12. Card captor sakura opening theme by Anza
  13. Nelly Furtado Folklore album
  14. African children’s choir – Ndyahimbisa
  15. Ghostbuster soundtrack
  16. My heart (instrumental… my sleeping music… always work)
  17. The rasmus- Hide from the sun album
  18. Eve – Tambourine (not so rare… but its still wierd)
  19. Haruka Kanata – Asia Kung Fu Generation
  20. London Symphony Orchestra (seriously… i do have some)
  21. sakasama no chou – Snow
  22. Kusha las payas – las ketchup
  23. track 14 of Maksim’s second album
  24. Oo Yeon – Baby V.O.X
  25. wo bu xiang xian da – S.H.E (title unconformed… but thats what they say during the chorus)
  26. Connie Talbot album (she’s only 6 Years old)
  27. Killing me softly- the fugees (common actually)
  28. most of tetris remixes
  29. SPongebob Squarepants OST
  30. Bily Talent – this is how it goes
  31. Blue (da be dee) – eifel69
  32. some thailand songs (including oh oh thap)
  33. Aque – Aquarium album
  34. Digimon opening n closing themes (most of it)
  35. Karim Daud – perasaan (a must listen to)
  36. some of Shaggy songs
  37. Tell laura i love her – Ray peterson
  38. raggaeton
  39. Daddy yankee
  40. Vengaboys- boom boom boom & we like to party
  41. Wada Kouji – the biggest dreamer (digimon theme song act… but this is my fav)
  42. phlowtron- marilah bergoyang
  43. calcutta taxi taxi taxi – Dr. Bombay
thats a few of rare MP3 collection i got…. doesnt include videos… if u wan some… lemme know.. k 
L8R
p/s: the wierdness is my trademark

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ive did it

April 21, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized

finally… (not finally act.. but just go with the flow…)

ive managed to convert a bad pixPhotobucketinto a worst picPhotobucket… hahahaha… got the time to do this while i skip reading the book ‘HOW TO: get more stress in ur life by reading CTU’… hehehehe…

 

 

btw… this is my not-yet-finish-colouring pic lost the mood to do this 1…Photobucket

 

 

if anyone wanna do it… here..
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damn… got the feeling that this post will be very long… put in the pix without resizing them… gomenne

 

 

L8R

p/s: lemme remind u that im not n AD student
p/ss: i dont care what ppl say abt my art work… some may say it atrocious or maybe smthing that shouldnt even exist on earth… but i’m satisfied with my arts… mwaahahahaha

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White Line Appeared…

April 21, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized

im forcing myself to think of something good in life to write (thinking of bunnies n easter eggs)

hm… this is what i really like about my self n my life:

  1. Glad being born the last in the family cuz i can annoy my brother when mama pampers me…mwaaahahahahhaha…(can this be considered a good thing?)
  2. im glad that im 185cm tall cuz i can ‘look down’ on people (im not doing a great job finding anything good huh)
  3. im glad that i have mama who can cook really well… some of my friends’ moms cant cook..(haha… too bad..)
  4. im glad i have ayah who’s really sporting n supportive…
  5. i love the fact that i consider myself a good cartoonist… cuz its my main support
  6. i love the fact that im semi-matured… im not thinking too old or too young… im so so… hahaaa
  7. im glad that i have many supportive friends… cuz i dont have many friends (dont think it reach 400… (hmm… i wonder if it does…))
  8. im glad that i have the best sis in the world… (tell me how many sis gave their lil bro a color-changing alarm clock… loving that… eventho its not working rite now… out off batt…)
  9. im glad that i have my own desktop… ive never had a personal computer before (now i can watch p*** anime… and have german language lessons
  10. im glad that im a realy good secret keeper… especially when its my own secret… (up untill today… no one knows that i carry my botol susu until im in standard 3… secret is still with me… mwaahahaha)
  11. i love that i have a brother that annoys me sometime… cuz i can practice my meditation n be patient… (i dont always hate him u know… he’s kinda ok… sometimes)
  12.  im glad that im writing this in point form… i dont have to explain it too much… just a bit wud be enuff
  13. im glad that my mama n ayah love my sis… cuz i can join them when they go see her in Bandung… ngeeeehehehehehe….
  14. im glad that ive just realize that there are people care about me… i use to think that im the transparent paper in front of a folio… now im one of the pages
  15. im glad that i have wonderful housemates… they keep the house alive by making noises…
  16. im glad that im forcing myself to write something good… i was just about to have a breakdown after writing my fourth literature entry…
  17.  im glad that im ending this list at number 17… cuz i cant live with 18… LOL

 

 

thr u go… while ending this entry… i felt that there are many more… they must be stuck in the vena or smwhr deep in my heart… (holding a broom chasing the bunnies away n rampaging the easter eggs stack)… back to gloomy… hehe… L8r

 

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my life…(TnT)~~

April 20, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged ,

my full name is Ahmad Khairulhaziq Bin Zulkifli…. note the Khairul n haziq is one word… i use to think it was two words untill i was standard 5… date of birth, 23rd December 1988… third of three… when i was little i use to hate the date cuz its so long to wit wait for my birthday n its short lived… the joy and pride end with my sis’s birthday on 5th January… i have 2 sibblings… these are my family;

  • Zulkifli Bin Rasid (ayah)+++
  • Janidah Binti Eman (mama)+++
  • Ahmad Khairulnizam Bin Zulkifli (abang)+-
  • Nurul Nadiah Binti Zulkifli (kakak)+++

borned n lived in Kedah Darul Aman untill form 3… 21 Taman Shahab, 05450, Alor Setar, Kedah now its Alor STAR, Kedah);

- a double story bungalow

  • 5 bedrooms(3 upstairs n 2 downstairs) 
  • 3 bathrooms (2 upstairs, 1 downstairs)
  • 2 store rooms (both downstairs)
  • 1 living room
  • dining room
  • kitchen
  • Balcony (master bedroom)

… so many things happened there;

  • my rooms changed so many times (upstairs n downstairs)
  • hurt Tok Lah’s feeling (regretting till today)
  • my guppies grew (missing them tho they r no more)
  • took a bath with daun keladi n end up scratching every where
  • got so many names from my family [ Onet (mama used to call me this... din here it anymore now... TnT) Awang Dodol(for my crave of dodol) n Awang Keladi (for the incident)]
  • learned how to bike, roller-blading, skating, cooking there
  • altho no encouragement, i also learned to draw there 
  • ayah n mama punya kereta yg bes2 (Proton Iswara KAD4600, Proton Iswara Aeroback KAG4600, a Moris Miner, n Proton Perdana V6 KAV858)
  • torned my eyelid (first time), tornd skin on my elbow ( charging into a glass furniture), torn skin on my left wrist (from the net at the gate keeping cats out) 
  • hurt my neighbor’s boy, Ami (he bled in the head (i mean.. seriously bleeding…)) accidently slam him with my bicycle
  • got no classmates living nearby, i befriend with little kids
  • we also got a bike (KAV4600[i think...])
  • now the house is rented to my nephew.. his wife is living there with their kids
- went to Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Iskandar
  • standard 1 to 5
  • dont realy remember the class im in but its kinda uncertain… one year im in first the next im in second or third…
  • my favorite teacher Pn. Rodzilan, my English teacher (i think of her as my second mama…realy missing her… havent seen her since i got out of primary)
  • feared teacher Sir Murthi (the black sword of the school)
  • also teaching in that school is Pn Suratni (cuzins) n Cikgu Wan (front door neighbor)
  • was a ~:+:saint:+:~… step ant also dont die~~
  • joined Kelab Kriket Kancil (so sad that i dont play it anymore), n Kelab Kreatif (more to decorating the school surrounding)
  • won third place in Khat writing competition in standard 4 (dont think anyone in my family remember it anymore)
  • torned my eyelid in standard 5 (second time)
  • when my parents wass working in Arau n picked me up late at school… i used to think that they dumped me n dont want me no more…
  • Got only 3 A(BM pemahaman, Enlish, Science) 2B (math n BM penulisan)
-form 1 to form 3 at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Dato Syed Omar
  • those 3 years in Agama 3
  • oh yes… i went into aliran AGAMA
  • Learned Arabic… but since the drive to learn new language wasnt born untill form 3… my Arabic is rubbish
  • was cut off my life inspiration (Pendidikan Seni)
  • got some good friends.. only a few bad ones (have not much friends back then)
  • favorite subject n teacher Math n Pn Hawa
  • hated History n feared my form 2 n 3 BM teacher… he’s mean (Black)
  • managed only 5A 2B n 2C
… at the end of 2003… my parents got transfered to UiTM Penang…first house was at a UiTM’s boys hostel, Idaman
  • 3 rooms, 2 bathrooms 
  • i loved my room
  • the toilet was tiny
.. can remember the time.. but my dad sold the Perdana V6 n bought a Honda Stream PGN500… then… i was schooled at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Tun Hussein Onn
  • i consider this school to be the bane of my downfall (my grades)
  • a fresh school, beside a Carrefour, beside the highway neighbouring a construction site
  • the lab has nothing…sigh~~
  • dont get me started on the library
  • Loved Additonal Maths n liked no particular teacher
  • hated history (very very much… n still do).. dislikes my EST teacher… (bajet)
  • since i got no friends in the school… i had to do smthing to have more friends… i used Online gaming as catalyst…
  • oh yeah… im in the science stream… 
  • Again no Pendidikan Seni (getting further from my lifes inspiration…)
  • PBSM n Kelab Matematik dan Sains
  • my school cert is inccorect
… After that… i have to pick a course for university… wanted AD (finearts if possible)… but i got the vibes from mama… dont think she likes AD… dont wanna make her feel sad i got in TESL just as she told me to… (regretting the decision every secs of my life)
… UiTm Melaka, Kampus Alor Gajah
  • my introduction to the outside world
  • Blok Putra —> Blok Lekiu 
  • Pre-degree TESL (PI020.. always got confused with my room number P1020)
  • spent 2 semesters… lived my friends
  • found someone i like… dont have the guts to approach
  • lost my phone there Motorola L6 (the first)
  • got a few nicknames… Jenglot (the official), Karak (kamus begerak),… Mypet (dont ask whr i got this 1 from… its ugly)
  • during the 2 sem… involved in 3 dramas (hate acting)
  • use the laptop mama use during her masters, which is then given to my sis for her foundation which is then passed to me… which then is used no more cuz the charger is broken)
  • i love the campus… it have good sceneries…
  • hate the location of the campus… 3 bus just to go to the nearest shopping mall… another 3 to come back
  • i felt strong need to have a new identity… not feeling good with it but lived with it till now
  • got a realy cool  level mates, n class mates
  • ended my pre-degree with 3.20cgpa
  • loved literature n the lecturer teaching it
  • hated Malaysian studies  n Mr Naza (skipped class for 8 weeks… THNX A LOT)
… now im in UiTM Shah  Alam(Intec) Fakulti pendidikan
  • the best and worst time of my life
  • found the one, hurt her then let her go
  • obtain new friends
  • almost lose a few
  • live in Kolej Meranti (first semester) n currently in Suria Avenue
  • Joined Ethos! n gla doing so…
  • i love my friends good or bad
  • no arts
  • looking forward to third language
  • got my desktop…(my first personal computer)
… currently in Suria Avenue
  • had a roomate, not anymore… getting a new 1 next sem (not looking forward to that)
  • love my housemates
  • adapted to them hoping them adapting to me well
  • adapting to the habits in the house trying to fit in (not a very easy work for me)
  • got emotional almost once a week n sometimes more
  • my first himesick… felt that here
  • Got a car.. Proton Saga PHN500… sharing with my sis (abang dah dapat KAG4600)
…Shah Alam
  • no feeling (neither hate nor liking it)
  • love the activities here
  • food
  • foood
  • shopping mall
  • faculty
  • foood
  • finacial status
i consider every place i live in as a heaven.. but my seventh heaven is still in Alor Star… thats about it…
L8R
p/s: how am i living?.. u decide

 

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im stupid

April 18, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized · Tagged , ,

hmmm~~~… after 1 n a half years in TESL… n since theres gonna be third lang next sem… i just realized that im into language learning…. not teaching… that was dumb… having to waste a lot of time before realizing this… my bad actually… never really look deep into my future… the only time i do that is after i did something wrong… regretting this… n a guy make me realize that… theres so much in this world… n i havent been living it to the fullest… i dunno… i dont feel the courage of living it to the fullest….im scared actually… im scared if i go forward… ill leave behind my wings… those who were my shoulder, my hand, my heart… but thats what making me fall behind… n them moving further upfront… i hate myself… i hate how i think… i hate how im not a social person… i hate how i dont have self-esteem… i hate not knowing how to manage my own life… I JUST HATE IT…i really dont wanna lose anything and anyone… i feel like im a body walking without a soul… bird flying without wings… fish without fins… i dont have any effort to move… I HATE IT!!!!… KILL ME!!!

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Im an adverb

April 10, 2008 · Filed under Uncategorized

this is how i realy feel about my self right now. i feel like an adverb. im only to bring spotlight to others. my line is to greatly emphasize other words. and sometimes, im not even needed in a sentence. my presence is not compulsary and sometime in a sentece, i just make it harder to understand or make it very long. Some words usse me to emphasize on being good and some to emphasize on being bad. it bothers me a lot that sometimes im not needed in a sentence for i am only an adverb. it makes me feel that i dont fit in very well. and thus, being an adverb is making me greatly intensely sad. and i dont even know how to change into a noun.

p/s: just something that leaks from my brain onto the net.
p/ss: L8R

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