my life…(TnT)~~

my full name is Ahmad Khairulhaziq Bin Zulkifli…. note the Khairul n haziq is one word… i use to think it was two words untill i was standard 5… date of birth, 23rd December 1988… third of three… when i was little i use to hate the date cuz its so long to wit wait for my birthday n its short lived… the joy and pride end with my sis’s birthday on 5th January… i have 2 sibblings… these are my family;

  • Zulkifli Bin Rasid (ayah)+++
  • Janidah Binti Eman (mama)+++
  • Ahmad Khairulnizam Bin Zulkifli (abang)+-
  • Nurul Nadiah Binti Zulkifli (kakak)+++

borned n lived in Kedah Darul Aman untill form 3… 21 Taman Shahab, 05450, Alor Setar, Kedah now its Alor STAR, Kedah);

- a double story bungalow

  • 5 bedrooms(3 upstairs n 2 downstairs) 
  • 3 bathrooms (2 upstairs, 1 downstairs)
  • 2 store rooms (both downstairs)
  • 1 living room
  • dining room
  • kitchen
  • Balcony (master bedroom)

… so many things happened there;

  • my rooms changed so many times (upstairs n downstairs)
  • hurt Tok Lah’s feeling (regretting till today)
  • my guppies grew (missing them tho they r no more)
  • took a bath with daun keladi n end up scratching every where
  • got so many names from my family [ Onet (mama used to call me this... din here it anymore now... TnT) Awang Dodol(for my crave of dodol) n Awang Keladi (for the incident)]
  • learned how to bike, roller-blading, skating, cooking there
  • altho no encouragement, i also learned to draw there 
  • ayah n mama punya kereta yg bes2 (Proton Iswara KAD4600, Proton Iswara Aeroback KAG4600, a Moris Miner, n Proton Perdana V6 KAV858)
  • torned my eyelid (first time), tornd skin on my elbow ( charging into a glass furniture), torn skin on my left wrist (from the net at the gate keeping cats out) 
  • hurt my neighbor’s boy, Ami (he bled in the head (i mean.. seriously bleeding…)) accidently slam him with my bicycle
  • got no classmates living nearby, i befriend with little kids
  • we also got a bike (KAV4600[i think...])
  • now the house is rented to my nephew.. his wife is living there with their kids
- went to Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Iskandar
  • standard 1 to 5
  • dont realy remember the class im in but its kinda uncertain… one year im in first the next im in second or third…
  • my favorite teacher Pn. Rodzilan, my English teacher (i think of her as my second mama…realy missing her… havent seen her since i got out of primary)
  • feared teacher Sir Murthi (the black sword of the school)
  • also teaching in that school is Pn Suratni (cuzins) n Cikgu Wan (front door neighbor)
  • was a ~:+:saint:+:~… step ant also dont die~~
  • joined Kelab Kriket Kancil (so sad that i dont play it anymore), n Kelab Kreatif (more to decorating the school surrounding)
  • won third place in Khat writing competition in standard 4 (dont think anyone in my family remember it anymore)
  • torned my eyelid in standard 5 (second time)
  • when my parents wass working in Arau n picked me up late at school… i used to think that they dumped me n dont want me no more…
  • Got only 3 A(BM pemahaman, Enlish, Science) 2B (math n BM penulisan)
-form 1 to form 3 at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Dato Syed Omar
  • those 3 years in Agama 3
  • oh yes… i went into aliran AGAMA
  • Learned Arabic… but since the drive to learn new language wasnt born untill form 3… my Arabic is rubbish
  • was cut off my life inspiration (Pendidikan Seni)
  • got some good friends.. only a few bad ones (have not much friends back then)
  • favorite subject n teacher Math n Pn Hawa
  • hated History n feared my form 2 n 3 BM teacher… he’s mean (Black)
  • managed only 5A 2B n 2C
… at the end of 2003… my parents got transfered to UiTM Penang…first house was at a UiTM’s boys hostel, Idaman
  • 3 rooms, 2 bathrooms 
  • i loved my room
  • the toilet was tiny
.. can remember the time.. but my dad sold the Perdana V6 n bought a Honda Stream PGN500… then… i was schooled at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Tun Hussein Onn
  • i consider this school to be the bane of my downfall (my grades)
  • a fresh school, beside a Carrefour, beside the highway neighbouring a construction site
  • the lab has nothing…sigh~~
  • dont get me started on the library
  • Loved Additonal Maths n liked no particular teacher
  • hated history (very very much… n still do).. dislikes my EST teacher… (bajet)
  • since i got no friends in the school… i had to do smthing to have more friends… i used Online gaming as catalyst…
  • oh yeah… im in the science stream… 
  • Again no Pendidikan Seni (getting further from my lifes inspiration…)
  • PBSM n Kelab Matematik dan Sains
  • my school cert is inccorect
… After that… i have to pick a course for university… wanted AD (finearts if possible)… but i got the vibes from mama… dont think she likes AD… dont wanna make her feel sad i got in TESL just as she told me to… (regretting the decision every secs of my life)
… UiTm Melaka, Kampus Alor Gajah
  • my introduction to the outside world
  • Blok Putra —> Blok Lekiu 
  • Pre-degree TESL (PI020.. always got confused with my room number P1020)
  • spent 2 semesters… lived my friends
  • found someone i like… dont have the guts to approach
  • lost my phone there Motorola L6 (the first)
  • got a few nicknames… Jenglot (the official), Karak (kamus begerak),… Mypet (dont ask whr i got this 1 from… its ugly)
  • during the 2 sem… involved in 3 dramas (hate acting)
  • use the laptop mama use during her masters, which is then given to my sis for her foundation which is then passed to me… which then is used no more cuz the charger is broken)
  • i love the campus… it have good sceneries…
  • hate the location of the campus… 3 bus just to go to the nearest shopping mall… another 3 to come back
  • i felt strong need to have a new identity… not feeling good with it but lived with it till now
  • got a realy cool  level mates, n class mates
  • ended my pre-degree with 3.20cgpa
  • loved literature n the lecturer teaching it
  • hated Malaysian studies  n Mr Naza (skipped class for 8 weeks… THNX A LOT)
… now im in UiTM Shah  Alam(Intec) Fakulti pendidikan
  • the best and worst time of my life
  • found the one, hurt her then let her go
  • obtain new friends
  • almost lose a few
  • live in Kolej Meranti (first semester) n currently in Suria Avenue
  • Joined Ethos! n gla doing so…
  • i love my friends good or bad
  • no arts
  • looking forward to third language
  • got my desktop…(my first personal computer)
… currently in Suria Avenue
  • had a roomate, not anymore… getting a new 1 next sem (not looking forward to that)
  • love my housemates
  • adapted to them hoping them adapting to me well
  • adapting to the habits in the house trying to fit in (not a very easy work for me)
  • got emotional almost once a week n sometimes more
  • my first himesick… felt that here
  • Got a car.. Proton Saga PHN500… sharing with my sis (abang dah dapat KAG4600)
…Shah Alam
  • no feeling (neither hate nor liking it)
  • love the activities here
  • food
  • foood
  • shopping mall
  • faculty
  • foood
  • finacial status
i consider every place i live in as a heaven.. but my seventh heaven is still in Alor Star… thats about it…
L8R
p/s: how am i living?.. u decide

 

7 Responses so far »

  1. 1

    Tatie said,

    u regret taking TESL?
    go on. quit then.
    it’s not too late.
    it’s YOUR life.
    not your mom’s.
    she’ll get hurt a lil..
    but it will heal..IF u got thru well in the course that u choose.
    i can give a non-stop talk about why people are lucky to be in this course.
    like i said……………do u know how many people are actually out there…
    not being given the chance to even pursue a tertiary education!?
    think about people who have to QUIT school, forget about studies..and WORK at the age of 18 just to give money to their fucking siblings so that THEY can further their studies.
    u r already HERE dik!
    there’s no use of regretting the decision of taking TESL every second of ur life! what’s the point?

  2. 2

    afshad said,

    yeah..
    have to agree wit tatie oso..
    huhu.. :)

    P/S: I’m addicted to this smiley a lot currently..haha

  3. 3

    act… what i meant by regretting making that decision is that i regret not to stand for what i want…
    my semantics sux huh… 8)

  4. 4

    Adila said,

    how would u know what u want is the right one for you?

    that’s where parents masuk campur, right?
    i mean like.. okay, u might not be that happy with that decision, but u know.. u still would regret it if u’r making ur own decision, based on urself and u hate it

    i am taking the course that i do think i’m suited in
    and.. i cant help but to question myself.. if i’m doing the right thing, or do i enjoy doing this, or am i happy with what i’m doing?

    life’s once. like it or not, as long as u enjoy it and not feeling like suicide everyday LOL would be good enuf ^^

  5. 5

    Mawi said,

    I think you should quit. Your grammar is actually quite bad. Dude….

  6. 6

    I’ve been blessed with so many supportive friends…
    and a stranger…
    hi Mawi…

  7. 7

    Super-Duper site! I am loving it!! Will come back again – taking your feeds too now, Thanks.

    I’m Out! :)


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